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Here at Mozilla, we are the first to admit the internet isn\u2019t perfect, but we are also quick to point out that the internet is pretty darn magical. The internet opens up doors and opportunities, allows for people to connect with others, and lets everyone find where they belong \u2014 their corners of the internet. We all have an internet story worth sharing. In <\/em>My Corner Of The Internet<\/em><\/a>, we talk with people about the online spaces they can\u2019t get enough of, what we should save in Pocket to read later, and what sites and forums shaped them.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

This month we chat with Mi-Anne Chan, founding editor of <\/em>mixed feelings<\/em><\/a>, an advice-column newsletter that covers existential questions from relationships and work to how style, home and culture contribute to identity. We talk to her about our emotions on the internet, early aughts beauty YouTube pages and where digital media is going next.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

What is your favorite corner of the internet? <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hate to shamelessly plug mixed feelings<\/em> in question one but, I mean it when I say that my favorite corner of the internet is our Discord channel<\/a>. I started mixed feelings<\/em>, an advice-column newsletter<\/a>, with our art director Logan Tsugita, branded director Lloyd D\u2019Souza, deputy editor Amalie MacGowan, and a group of incredible creatives last year. 110% of our content concerns itself with existentialism (and brief respite from that in the form of highly personal shopping recommendations<\/a> and op-ed\u2019s about why everyone should talk during movies<\/a>). <\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, naturally, we made a Discord where our team and a little under a hundred or so [mixed feeling-]ers dump all our weird thoughts, memes, pet photos and armchair reviews of the last episode of \u201cSuccession\u201d and the best and worst dressed at the Met Gala. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s all fun, memes and silliness, but every now and then the channel will light up with really sweet and helpful conversations around topics like\u2026 \u201cWhat questions should I ask a potential manager in a job interview?\u201d I get a little jolt of positive activation every time I see a notification come through. I just love it so much.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

What is an internet deep dive that you can’t wait to jump back into?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I love world building and complicated lore so I spend a lot of time reading Fandom.com. I read the Fandom pages for pretty much anything \u2014 \u201cShadow and Bone,\u201d \u201cWheel Of Time,\u201d you name it  \u2014 particularly at night to calm myself before going to sleep. Lately I\u2019ve been falling asleep reading the <\/em>\u201dAttack On Titan\u201d page about the biological difference between titans and pure titans<\/a> and the breakdown of the \u201cnen\u201d power system<\/a> in \u201cHunter x Hunter.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

What is the one tab you always regret closing?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

These Nikes<\/a> that I\u2019ve been considering for months but haven\u2019t talked myself into buying yet (I can\u2019t decide between the all black or the blue!). The cycle goes: open the link on my browser, ask my friends if I should buy them, wait on it for a few weeks, close the tab, open it again a few days later. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

What can you not stop talking about on the internet right now?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I love to discuss<\/em>. And lately I have been trying to find anyone<\/em> who will chat about the future of media with me. I don\u2019t claim to know all the answers, but I find discussing the intersection of digital media, industry, and culture wildly stimulating. I love the Decoder<\/a>, a podcast hosted by The Verge editor-in-chief, Nilay Patel. He\u2019s an incredible interviewer and while some of the episodes are a little too \u201cinside baseball\u201d tech for me (I care about the chip shortage but not that much!) I think Nilay does an incredible job of illuminating the cultural impact of tech and media on your everyday internet user. This one<\/a>, which uses Olivia Rodrigo\u2019s \u201cSour\u201d album as a way in to discuss the music industry, copyright and songwriting credits as a whole, is particularly interesting. Nilay is a former copyright and trademark lawyer so he really goes into the nitty gritty details.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


I\u2019m also reading former Buzzfeed News editor-in-chief Ben Smith\u2019s new book \u201dTraffic,\u201d<\/a> which charts the rise and fall of Buzzfeed and Gawker as an allegory for the cultural impact of media then and now. It\u2019s a personal read for me as I was entering the digital media landscape around this time and know all too well<\/em> the excitement and pain of chasing page views and uniques from my time at <\/em>Refinery29. That said, though I\u2019m not done with the book, I can already tell it would make an interesting read for anyone interested in the media\/information ecosystem and how these gigantic companies were created.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

What was the first online community you engaged with?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I was a beauty editor in a past life and everything I learned in my nascent pre-editor days was from YouTubers like Ingrid Nilsen (then MissGlamorazzi), Michelle Phan and the like. I remember interviewing for my first editorial internship at W Magazine almost a decade ago and spotting the Clarisonic Mia in the background of their then-beauty editor\u2019s Skype screen. I had no business knowing anything about this facial tool because I frankly could not afford such a thing, but I did because I had heard so many YouTubers talk about it earlier that year. I\u2019m convinced it helped me get the job, which ultimately snowballed into my getting my first real job in media two years later!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I exclude myself from the drama<\/a> these days so I\u2019m not so sure what the beauty landscape on YouTube looks like in 2023, but 2010-2014 was a magical time of 17-minute makeup tutorials shot on the floor of your favorite creator\u2019s bathroom. It was special. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

What articles and videos are in your Pocket waiting to be read\/watched right now?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Case Against The Trauma Plot<\/a>, The New Yorker;<\/em> I have started this a hundred times and need to finish it. I don\u2019t know why I keep putting it down, this topic is inherently interesting!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

There I Almost Am by Jean Garnett<\/a>, The Yale Review; I always have this saved to my Pocket to reread. It\u2019s a personal essay about the complicated nature of twinship, but I think it applies to anyone who has had or currently has a \u201cbest friend.\u201d It puts into words that shameful feeling of wanting, needing<\/em> to be part of something but also resenting the fact that you are. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

If you could create your own corner of the internet, what would it look like?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Honestly, I think we\u2019re already in the process of making my ideal internet corner at mixed feelings, <\/em>which I am so honored to be able to do. We talk about our feelings endlessly on our platforms but something I\u2019d love to explore more are conversations around fandom as it relates to community building and identity. I was the president of Harry Potter Club in high school (lol), which eventually just turned into Fandom Club so I\u2019d love to explore fandom in a nuanced way down the line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Your site, <\/strong>mixed feelings<\/em><\/strong>, has done some beautiful writing around mental health and healing. What other corners of the internet do you think are having healthy and happy conversations around mental health?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I love Dr. Marisa Franco\u2019s Instagram page<\/a>. She\u2019s a psychologist and author of \u201cPlatonic,\u201d a book all about making friends as an adult (she\u2019s also a mixed feelings<\/em> writer<\/a>!). Dr. Franco\u2019s specialization is in friendships so she drops truths constantly about things like how your <\/a>attachment<\/a> style might impact you as a friend<\/a> or how to set boundaries while preserving friendships.<\/a> She recently did a takeover <\/a>for<\/a> us<\/a>, where she answered tons of questions like how to turn an acquaintance into a close friend and more!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Mi-Anne Chan is a writer, editor and creative director based in Brooklyn, New York. She is currently senior director of programming and creative development at<\/em> Cond\u00e9 Nast Entertainment<\/em><\/a>, where she oversees the editorial video and audio portfolio for<\/em> Teen Vogue<\/em><\/a>,<\/em> them.<\/em><\/a> and<\/em> LOVE<\/em><\/a>. You can <\/em>follow her on Instagram here<\/em><\/a> and <\/em>subscribe to mixed feelings<\/em><\/a> on Substack.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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